Aidz Poetry

I couldn't write you a love song

2013-05-17T05:29:00.001-07:00

I pierce the muse with Jade eyes

Smashed into blue dreams

Tattoo’d moonbeams

Never end this road

Your on

Fall into the cobbled roses

Let the tragedy

Begin its dance

On its own

I can search for you for days

In a perfect summer

I can feel your breath

Glisten on my skin

As I taste you on my tongue

Less of the memories

Fade like the sunset

On a new day begun

I carry you in my heart

As an angel carries you in its arm

I sleep on a shadow

And wish on a heartbeat

Let me into your dreams

And carry the stars away

I pierce your blackened heart

With the spit

Of my rusty blade

No-one knows my name

2013-05-17T03:47:00.001-07:00

A single whisper is all it takes muse

You left me standing here

In the faeces of butterflies

Disbelieving of the taste you took

Mired on the edge of a broken fingernail

That scratches life from under my skin

You tell me you wanted growth

Standing under a crystalline heart

Glittering all these words

Coated in asinine venom

I swallow

Left to stand in the shadows

Of the wingless angels

One of the scorned for a fate so few

Long gone since I felt the silence

Spoken choose to tell my name

Several heartbeats misaligned

Hunger feeds the sun

Pleading for love in hope

In hope of better

No need to die

Left to lay in the place

Where no-one knows my name

Drowned in the sin of my own

Drunk on the blood

I bought to dance

I remembered once

2013-05-11T03:47:00.001-07:00

If I only held the muse's attention

If silence fell into the rain

Would I hear your cries in the wind

Lost into the stillness that abounds

Like a single fallible heartbeat

Absorbing all that is this time

When hope drifts on a change

Silent in the singularity

That is this love

That is when you be mine

Into these silent times

Before the rain descends

Absorbed into my veins

Cupped into supple breast

My lips sing to the sweet tastes

Lingering on a memory

Stirred by a single heartbeat

I remember this love

It was when I was yours

What has prompted this wish

Silently the moonlight washes away

Revealing the ghosts

Marked in autumns leaves upon the earth

Stillness by the roadside

I kiss today forget tomorrow

Drink the holy water

I held this love once

It was then when we .....

If I could remember

2013-05-02T22:41:00.001-07:00

Silently I watch the muse

I rest my elbow on the slithered edge

Sit upon the shreds of an unborn memory

Contemplate into the darkness of an unformed heart

Yet to beat a still life into the pleasure of these tears

Held in an upturned palm

And I ground those tears into dust

I licked remorse from your skin

Soaked in silver petulance and tasting of almonds

Leaving my mark upon your cheek in the form of a scar littered in rust

Staring into hollow eyes of jade casting no reflection that is mine

I can see until tomorrow in your dark refractions

Nothing of today coated in sin upon my furrowed brow

Longing for the smell of your perfume

Drawing deep breath in hope of remembrance

Less than a glimmer of the life hoped for

Less than a life lived in that heartbeat

Less than a life shed in those tears now ground to dust

Ive lived less of a life for not knowing you

Taste of the rusty blade

2013-04-29T04:36:00.001-07:00

I rest in the bosom of the muse

The breeze carried the soft wish of melancholia

When I thought of you now

At peace with my silence

I can bury you within my skin

A resemblance of honeysuckle is glistening on these memories

I close and withdraw

Let the sun warm

Let it warm

Internal I sense nothing of regret

Only that I never held you

Allow the cold gossamer sheen of winter to descend

Forgetfully the shadows of an angels wing covers the scars of time

Your eyes

Those eyes

Breathe

Yes breathe

A single grain of sand engraved with my words of love for you

Cast me among the heavens as I learn to love alone

Aback I ride the red serpent slithering the moons

Taste of the scales born of the blood I shed

Forgetful I slip

And taste of the rusty blade

Sǽcula In mortis Sǽcula In vitam

2013-04-20T02:28:00.001-07:00

Ego somniant Musa/ I dream of the muse

Eternally on my scared and vacant heart

You sleep with me

I never dreamt to be alone

But

Your eyes are a thousand miles from the sun

And the words that you lost

Buried

Chase as I do

Emotions littered on the floor

Discarded as hopes and wishes

For another

As this funeral never ends

My shadow is along beside me

And the other

Remains silent

As only one can be

I scratch my thoughts

Whispered in blood

Upon this postcard

Discordant of words

Discordant of heartbeats

A chance of letting go

Etched in a dozen kisses

Empaled of the stalks of a dozen roses

Thorns pricked of a dozen fingers

This blood leeches black

And stains the ground

In the ink of a tattoo’d heart

Quod me nutrit me destruit

Sǽcula

In mortis

Sǽcula

In vitam

Forever

In death

Forever

In life

I sit and I wait in the shadows/ and the flames still dance reprise

2013-04-17T04:39:00.001-07:00

I mourn the muse as she mourns me

Sunday morn

In the dawn

Cool brisk air

Still on the breeze

And I wait

Cup my hands

And blow

Between the thumbs

Warm

Warming

And I wait

The world goes about waking

I watch

From afar

Barely aware

Of my presence and theirs

And I wait

Dew glistens on a tear drop

The world refracted

In its essence

Inverted

I watch

And I wait

It should be soon

Yes soon

I drift in on the time

Counting the droplets in the fog

To pass the while

And I wait

Impressions left in shadows

Places where we had been

In time

Left to last on a memory

Mine

And I wait

I know it will never be the same

How can it?

When you left on the dance of the flame

Our love

In the forever

Forgiven

In the forever

Entangled in the shadows and mists

In the forever

In the last dance of a flame

I dream to remember

2013-04-06T19:45:00.001-07:00

In rest the muse opens my eyes

I have to breathe you in the shadows

Drinking my coffee in the mornings

Read the yesterdays as a glimpse

Discarded as the breeze from a breath

Memories go astray

Only colour I see is black

Painted on the sunset littered in gold

Stained

Several feathers lay beside

When you say you loved me

I try to remember what it was like

In the taste of whiskey on your lips

Stale cigarettes on my clothes

Sitting on a summer evening

Listening between the words

Smells

Fractals cascade disturbingly serene

Listen to the soundscapes

Shattered on several visions

Kiss me before the nightfall

Hand in hand walk into the night

Dive into jade eyes kissed into blue

Dance entwined as lovers

Serpentine

Love coated in hues of silver

Shed my skin

Allow madness in

Runes tattoo’d a heart in solitude

Severed veins scared from rust

Born on blades

If love is what Im missing

I live without words

I weep several lifetimes

In a tattoo of an angel

Feathers engulfed in flames

A cup of Sin

2013-03-30T01:32:00.001-07:00

In kaleidoscopic visions I see the muse (drug fuked adulations)

Six of nine reflections

Settle

In time

Meanwhile I dance

Into the breeze

Holding a glass

Half filled with wine

Drown sorrows penciled on the wall

Crimson seeks a path

From severed veins to a finger tip

Drip

Exercise some semblance of desire

Allow me a drink

Chance has me here

Two brings seven again

And drink

Drunk upon a sunset

Scatter me a scene

Too many blackbirds

Fuck

Scarecrows in rhyme

Undefined and undeserving

Never needed a swim

Click

Simply a truth

Marked into silken skin

Fog laden breath

Crisp in the air

Silver clouds laced in Jade

Fails to choose

This is sin

And the flames still dance

2013-03-25T00:42:00.001-07:00

She was my muse ….. once

She died you know

As I sit here watching the flames

Lick

The side walls of the chimney

The way flames have a way of leaping about

Seemingly with purpose

Yet chaotic at the same time

I miss her

A lot

As the drift of scented gum

Wafts

On the cool of the crisp night air

Then dissipates

As though it or my words never existed

But I know they did

Like the flames

Continuing their endless dance

We touched our hearts forever

Or so we thought

Darkness enshrouds me now

Reaching in from behind

As the warmth from the fire

Lights me in hues of red

Casting grotesque shadows on the walls

Impressions of demons

Well at least what I think they look like

Warming that which cannot be warmed anymore

I really believed

In forever

Morose

I tilt my head forward

And drift

Into memories

Into a lifetime

Questioning a life

Why Im now alone

Feeling a soft touch on my shoulder

An impression left on the rug

Wrapped around a soul

I know

No one is there

I know

There never will be again

I know

Yet I can still believe

In love

I hold you

In love

I remember you

In love

It is forever

And the flames still dance

Clouds of Vermillion

2013-03-22T04:12:00.001-07:00

I stand alone without the muse

Reflecting carousels dancing in the moonlight

As the harlequin gypsy colours a checkerboard sky

Simple words dance when spoken from a musing

Whisper me a love born of a serene heart

Drawn in honey’d liquor lips of succulent choice

Dream in shadows of receding dawnscapes

Slender is an arched back caressed by a golden tongue

Trace contours of love gifted on a dew coated skin

From the pillow we can watch the moon rise

Let me drift into obscure dreaminess

Imagination paints soundscapes in mother of pearl

Silent shadows cast memories of a time not forgotten

Forever be the Jester wearing a silken skin forever

Taste a glistening finger, wet, salty to the tongue

Yet our eyes shall meet in a pre dawn escapade

Let me glide the tip on this love forevermore

Lay

Forever

On clouds of Vermilion

I Slip & Drift away

2013-03-01T02:33:00.001-08:00

Melancholia settles on the breast of the muse

Sever me from a dream

Bathe in the blood that has me jaded

Digression simplifies a melting of mind

Syllabic stress exemplifies my state

Checkered cries rest uneasy in my palms

I come to alleviate your pain

Instead I regress into satin skins wrapped in sorrows

And bury into a world of hate

Kiss my gently turning bruise in hazes of blue

Look beyond distressed malevolent harbingers of gold

Slow down and feel supple breast squeezed between lips

Tainted in singular vowels spaced within

Insert a finger lubricated from the spit of a doubt

Clenched teeth from behind an escape, moan

Given willingly, backs arch and give way to a Gypsies kiss

Chase me

Rape me

Let me

Look into the looking glass

Feeble

Bleeding

Mirror this journey

Into oblivion

Escape

Senseless

Taste

Black eyes reflect back the sorrow in today

A single thought drifts back to another day

Kissing me a single tear in jade

Relates to every word I said

I slip

Drift Away

Let me

2013-02-21T02:31:00.001-08:00

I show the muse my scars

Let me hesitate in the rain

Listen to the tears

Hidden in the shadows of liars

Let no one see my pain

Forever worn on broken skin

Seeking love on the bullet

Silence is precious in a sunset

Listen to the peace and love

Let me hesitate in the rain

From your arms a love is born

Rest the weary voices

Call them to break the spell

Reflect a past torn into your eyes

Lift a veil brought from struggle

Tragedy sung from a memory

Rort to repeat on a hazy breeze

Born beneath my skin

Precious a love rendering seven heartbeats

A pause is all I wish

Let me hesitate in the rain

in another day

2013-02-16T03:08:00.001-08:00

the muse hands me the blade

in this time that derives as hate

the silken pillows sweeten the harvest

time drifts on a memory

as sweet as it sounds

I loose my rhythm

and count

one

two

three

as silver shadows

hide my blind hate

violence

lives under this skin

blow

open palmed as the dust from yesterday

escapes

breathes

cunts

less than this

cunts

less than another

allow me the temperance

exist

beyond

sweeten a day

sounds drift in my ear

as voices drown out

n I kill

in another day

In love I write your name

2013-02-09T00:42:00.001-08:00

The muse hands me the rusty blade

Harness the sun

Sweep of a surreal pallet

Mixed colours of a sun blessed hue

Drink me the sky in a tapestry

Clouds jade serene

Hung by silken threads of silver dreams

Harmonies of birdsong

Quiver

Resonating sonnets

Hearts in shadows decorate the moon

A glint captured in time

Escapes the corner of an eye

I cut to live this life again

In love I write your name

drift again

2013-02-07T02:44:00.001-08:00

I whisper in the shadow of the muse

severed wings

silken dew

left to mourn

discarded remnants

litter memories

golden suns

in peace

remonstrate

listen to begin

in breathe

pearl orbs

shimmer

embrace

hearts aflame

with love

darkened iris

bends reflect

now

Set your heart free

2013-01-25T02:32:00.001-08:00

The muse and I share the rainbow

In the rain

I drink in

In the rain

As your mascara runs

Beating rhythms to your chest

Your tongue tastes the sweat

Drunk from another

In the rain

I drink in

In the rain

Tip the whiskey demons down your throat

Obscure the yesterday as it drips from the venom

All the while selling souls

To those who will listen

In the rain

I drink in

In the rain

Join the dance of denial

As we tango into a new oblivion

Home alone again with another regret

Red is the drawn glow of a final cigarette

In the rain

I drink in

In the rain

We were beautiful once without the scars

Hiding once that was a raindrop

Sliced in crystal lined air

Drunk on the Gypsy’s wing

In the rain

I drink in

In the rain

This love thats drawn in chalk upon the floor

Smudges as yesterdays paradise breathes

Tattoo’d upon a silver’d chest

The words I love you

In the rain

I drink in

In the rain

As the truth will set your heart free

In tRanQuil

2013-01-19T03:01:00.001-08:00

Blindly I seethe as the muse drinks skin

In tranquil there is no escape

Just the steady breeze of rejection

Listen to the sounds non existent

Just the shadows chasing cracks in time

In the final sigh all will be heard

Tearing time as soul escapes skin

Look into eyes carrying futures page in a book

Past melds into obliterated semblance

Smudged

Smeared

Words cannot write themselves

Spread as letters invisibly bleed

Then they appear as if from nowhere

Is there truth in what they say

Can you live for me

Inside

I bleed

Bleed a dark sin

Refrain from plunging rusty blades into wrists already bled dry

Erase

Memories not exchanged for breathe

This time is over now

This fear is expelled now

Exchanged for another skin

In a blink

It will happen again

again

In tranquil there is no escape

Just the steady breeze of rejection

Just another day

2013-01-18T03:31:00.001-08:00

As another summer is upon us Australia burns in the heat and the muses watches on with a tear in her eye

Breathing in the orange air

Flames they lick on the horizon

Charing blackened landscapes

Scared in ashes of serenity

Dreams and memories are gone

A country healed in the sun

Primed to burn again

Send your son Icarus

And from ashes Phoenix will rise

Let me burn as skin boils

And remember

Just another day

kiss death

2013-01-09T03:10:00.001-08:00

i await the muse the breath

Allow the anger to seethe

bubble

under bleached skin

Talons

raking scars of light

congealing acid

as it flows free

Drip

drip

upon the carcass

blackened

by the sun

My eyes

liquid pools of ink

darken’d

under a harlequin moon

Short

staccato

draws of air

Warm to inhale

warm

on exhale

Feted tongue

feeds beyond

Tastes

contours of flesh

traced

in silhouettes of shadows

left as marks

upon stone

Scared for time

sequences of blurring

Dark

shifts

Sands

in time

click

Click

Allow sound

to escape the burning

listen if you can

Listen

quiet

Hear death

as is beats in two

listen

hear me

As I

kiss

death

Butterflies Breath

2013-01-05T03:45:00.001-08:00

The muse holds a shimmer

Every street light showers an addiction in neon

If this hope for you was to come back, is gone

Dressed in skin I couldn't weave enough to loose

Chipped in black, torn nails hang from my fingers

Eyes glazed in shadows live through the dawn

Tears, scream in the breeze as tomorrow falls

Crazed, crackled Jade as your eyes say sorrow is mine

Plead in fuken forgiveness as a shallow lament is yours

SImple as it may be, I can forgive a denial of blood

Sleep in an alcoholic haze as summers drift on by

I cannot choose fear

Live in the sun

Walk away from others as they hold out a hand

Pick the scabs until they bleed

Stain my skin in hues of blood

Forget the path you walk

One you can remove

WIth a nod

And a choice

A better life lays

Captured in a dragons breath

And folded paper

While I live and die

Tipped by a rusty blade

Sliced in a vein

Silhouetted in oblique

Against the obscure

As a twist in ten saves me

But not the sun

A dream will carry a silence born

Several steps upon a crooked pavement echo arrival

Waft a feather of forgiveness upon a blessed soul

Count the shadow of lies in scars upon my flesh

Look upon the scars as I follow you

Im having trouble as I try to sleep

I open heavy eyes to a day just before

Left alone again in a crocked spine adjusting to delirium

Silence beckons peace unlike before I dream of death

In silence I kiss the butterflies breath

As I hide

2013-01-02T03:00:00.001-08:00

As I sit with the muse in silence

Why would I cry

When my head hangs low in the clouds

My heart feels heavy in your silence

To many times a fear has fallen away

The sky seems less blue

Looking for a time more like before

Empty hands hold a memory

Less in the love that remains

Old is born from a heartbeat

Strung on a single chord

Coloured on the inside like a weary soul

I think I might just hide

Speechless hearts

2012-12-29T19:43:00.001-08:00

Deep within the ways I love you

lies a valley,

where my wandering footsteps

find no boundaries.

Hands held in hands

Drift amongst the pearls

Silent in emotion

I know you are mine

You are not my world,

Am I yours?

Speechless be our hearts

Same sun, different moons.

The air we breathe

Tasting of honeysuckle

Embedded on a memory

On a lifetime of love

A colab with Neva Flores and Aidz

Paper dragons

2012-12-28T23:51:00.001-08:00

Paper dragons

Try to run away

Hear them

Whispering

Living

In the silver

Gather

All your dreams

Store them

In your pockets

Never let

The colours drain

Simple things

Make you smile

Simple things

Allow you to cry

Coldness

Close your eyes

Allow the shadows

Lengthen creep

Close your eyes

Time to sleep

Between

2012-12-28T02:10:00.001-08:00

In silence I kiss the muse

Kiss me with silent words

Swirling the space between

Drink silence silvered

The look on your face, Serenity

Words in ink upon a wrist

A meaning known to you

Lipstick black in Honesty

Keyed in lace upon your neck

Secrets scream in liquid voice

Heard lonely upon your ears

Sincerely touch a single breath

Stolen life in death